In this once again uneventful chapter, I am here to admit that I have been doing absolutely nothing all week. Well, not literally nothing, because one still needs to eat, shit, bathe etch to function as a basic human being. But apart from doing the bare necessities, I haven't lifted a finger to do anything remotely useful.
So let me list a few things I did that might sound like I did something, but is really might just come out whiny and completely useless.
- I surfed the net, as one does.
- I made a few posts on Tumblr which attracted minimal notes.
- Which made me annoyed, so that led to me making more notes. Obviously, I don't give up too easily. Or maybe I'm just an obstinate little mule.
- I received a call from Maybank regarding the Training Program and found out that I was short-listed. Woohoo!
- Nope, let's cut that short. I did the online assessment and failed miserably. I couldn't even finish half of the first part (numericals. Plenty of calculating and Maths and crying) so my hopes of getting through to the next round is next to nothing.
- Insert more Tumblr.
- Studied a little bit of my Criminal Procedure. But I wouldn't count 4 pages as "studying", so let's forget about that.
I'm currently having trouble trying to think up of the things I actually did, so I'll just stop here. This is getting pathetic. I used to laugh at my boyfriend for doing this, but when it comes down to it, it feels absolutely horrible. I'm sure a lot of people can relate to me when I say that I feel like a complete waste of space. I wish I was working, but I'm not (So get a job!) - That's what I should do, right? I should. But I'm actually really good at avoiding responsibilities, and making excuses as well. Aren't I just the epitome of a shining beacon of hope for humanity?
Will be going out for Supper soon. Don't hesitate to bash the living hell out of this lazy girl and share some much-needed life advice/motivation if it's not too troublesome.
Love ,
Your lazy highness