October 11, 2013

Lost

Hello there non-existent viewers/readers,

In this once again uneventful chapter, I am here to admit that I have been doing absolutely nothing all week. Well, not literally nothing, because one still needs to eat, shit, bathe etch to function as a basic human being. But apart from doing the bare necessities, I haven't lifted a finger to do anything remotely useful.

So let me list a few things I did that might sound like I did something, but is really might just come out whiny and completely useless.

  1. I surfed the net, as one does. 
  2. I made a few posts on Tumblr which attracted minimal notes. 
  3. Which made me annoyed, so that led to me making more notes. Obviously, I don't give up too easily. Or maybe I'm just an obstinate little mule. 
  4. I received a call from Maybank regarding the Training Program and found out that I was short-listed. Woohoo!
  5. Nope, let's cut that short. I did the online assessment and failed miserably. I couldn't even finish half of the first part (numericals. Plenty of calculating and Maths and crying) so my hopes of getting through to the next round is next to nothing. 
  6. Insert more Tumblr.
  7. Studied a little bit of my Criminal Procedure. But I wouldn't count 4 pages as "studying", so let's forget about that. 

I'm currently having trouble trying to think up of the things I actually did, so I'll just stop here. This is getting pathetic. I used to laugh at my boyfriend for doing this, but when it comes down to it, it feels absolutely horrible. I'm sure a lot of people can relate to me when I say that I feel like a complete waste of space. I wish I was working, but I'm not (So get a job!) - That's what I should do, right? I should. But I'm actually really good at avoiding responsibilities, and making excuses as well. Aren't I just the epitome of a shining beacon of hope for humanity? 

Will be going out for Supper soon. Don't hesitate to bash the living hell out of this lazy girl and share some much-needed life advice/motivation if it's not too troublesome. 

                                                                                                                                         Love ,
                                                                                                                             Your lazy highness